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...Don't Make Me Change My Mind...
...The best thing about this week that we're not fighting...
...Could it be that we have been this way before?...
...I dunno you got think that I am trying...
...I know you're wearing thin down to the core...
...But hold your breath...
...Because tonight will be the night...
...That I will fall for you over again...
...Don't make me change my mind...
...Or I don't wan live to see another day...
...I swear it's true...
...Because a girl like you's impossible to find...
...You're impossible to find...
...This is not what I intended...
...I always swore to you I'd never fall apart...
...You always thought that I was stronger...
...I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start...
...Oh, but hold your breath...
...Because tonight will be the night...
...That I will fall for you over again...
...Don't make me change my mind...
...Or I don't even wan live to see another day...
...I swear it's true...
...Because a girl like you's impossible to find...
...It's impossible...
...So breathe in so deep...
...Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep...
...And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap...
...And remember me tonight when you're asleep...
...Because tonight will be the night...
...That I will fall for you over again...
...Don't make me change my mind...
...Or i don't wan live to see another day...
...I swear it's true...
...Because a girl like you's impossible to find...
...Tonight will be the night...
...That I will fall for you over again...
...Don't make me change my mind...
...Or I don't wan live to see another day...
...I swear it's true...
...Because a girl like you's impossible to find...
...You're impossible to find...
...You're really impossible to find...
...Please don't make me change my mind...
...I only wan you...
...You...
...I only wan you to be with me...
...I swear it's true...
...Please don't make me change my mind...
...Because tonight is the day that i will fall for you over again...
...Yuki tan yi wei...
...You're the only one i love you from the start...
at {10:33 PM}
...Sorry so long dint write any blogs...
...busy doing something i dunno also...
...Today was a Happy Day...
...Sad Day...
...And...
...Crying Day For me...
...First...
...Happy Thing is that i can go see my lou po zhai again tomorow...
...^^at school^^...
...Really cant wait to go see her...
...and...
...give her a BIG HUGGY...
...^.^...
...Second...
...Sad Thing is that i cant see my lou po zhai today...
...the whole day...
...and...
...Cant chat with her even in msn...
...=(...
...The whole day today i kept wait...
...Waiting for her to online...
...to say everytime i say...
...hi Lou Po Zhai...
...^^Muax^^...
...^^I Love You!!!^^...
...Even i eat...
...Bath...
...Surfing the net...
...EVEN...
...Playing game...
...I kept thinking of her...
...I really missed her...
...Even for a single minute...
...Lost sight of her...
...I also will very very very sad...
...Lastly...
...Crying Thing that is my lou po zhai wan me to study...
...and...
...i told her that my parents had a thought that...
...wanted to send me over to...
...London to study...
...Because...
...Thats the only place i like to go...
...and...
...my Favorite is English...
...Maths...
...Computering...
...This may sound very weird to all you guys who know me...
...I'm going to london studying?!?!...
...It's like imposible...
...='(...
...She kept call me to study study study...
...I know study is important to me...
...To anyone of us...
...No Study...
...No Work...
...No Work?...
...No Money...
...No Money?...
...No Life...
...She asked me kindly...
..."Lou gong zhai"...
..."Can you study hard...???"...
...I said to her...
..."Ok..."...
..."I'll Try my best to study"...
..."But i sure know i'm not going to pass every single subject"...
...Firstly...
...BM(Bahasa Melayu)...
...I sure fail that one...
...Because i suck in Malays...
...I think i'll fail anything thing that make's contact with BM...
...Really wan to cry... she keep asked me to go other country if i like to study at there...
...I say to her that i just wan to be with her...
...I just wan to be with Yuki Tan Yi Wei Every moment...
...I wanted to spend every single moment with her...
...She said to me...
..."Studying is important"...
..."Study finish , then also can spend every single minute with me"...
...But I really just wanted to spend every single moment...
...i don't wan to miss any moment with her...
...Every single New Year,Chinese New Year...
...First-Term Exam...
...Mid-Term Exam...
...Final-Term Exam...
...Christmas...
...And...
...Any others Festival...
..."I Dunno how long will i live"...
..."Dunno that when will i die"...
..."Will i die tomorrow?"...
..."Will i die just After i finish writing this blog?"...
..."I dunno"...
..."You dunno"...
..."We dunno"...
...I just wan to be with you...
...That's all i wan...
...And...
...I wont regret making this Decision...
...=)...
...That's What i wan...
...Sunday, October 19, 2008...
...11.45 PM...
at {8:22 AM}
...Awhile ago was a happy day...
...Later...
...I was happy finding songs...
...When she onlined...
...told me that she cant online...
...Everything started to fall apart...
...But...
...I have to get use to it...
...It's not like you can choose...
...No one can choose...
...Day by day...
...Our times shorten...
...I dunno how long will we last...
...But...
...I'll spend every single minute with you...
...Yuki Tan Yi Wei...
...You're the only one i wanted to spend all my time with you ...
...When everytime something happen...
...My heart hurt ten times...
...It's like letting someone cutting my heart...
...SO PAIN !!!...
...But...
...All i can do is only hope...
...only can hope this and that...
...for the best...
...She told me that...
...Today is her Half year birthday already...
...14 October...
...You say you wan to see me...
...I really wanted to go...
...but...
...If i go would i do wrong?...
...If i don't go am i doing wrong?...
...I dunno...
...I very confused...
...Every now and then...
...I must think before i make my move...
...Every movement counts...
...Changing my destiny...
...I very confused now...
...It Took me 30 minute's to finish this Blog cause i was very confused...
...Writing this blog...
...Does it make sence...
...Or...
...It Dont...
...Very confuse...
...Wednesday, 14 October, 2008...
...9:38PM...
at {9:03 PM}
...Awhile ago was a happy day...
...Later...
...I was happy finding songs...
...When she onlined...
...told me that she cant online...
...Everything started to fall apart...
...But...
...I have to get use to it...
...It's not like you can choose...
...No one can choose...
...Day by day...
...Our times shorten...
...I dunno how long will we last...
...But...
...I'll spend every single minute with you...
...Yuki Tan Yi Wei...
...You're the only one i wanted to spend all my time with you ...
...When everytime something happen...
...My heart hurt ten times...
...It's like letting someone cutting my heart...
...SO PAIN !!!...
...But...
...All i can do is only hope...
...only can hope this and that...
...for the best...
...She told me that...
...Today is her Half year birthday already...
...14 October...
...You say you wan to see me...
...I really wanted to go...
...but...
...If i go would i do wrong?...
...If i don't go am i doing wrong?...
...I dunno...
...I very confused...
...Every now and then...
...I must think before i make my move...
...Every movement counts...
...Changing my destiny...
...I very confused now...
...It Took me 30 minute's to finish this Blog cause i was very confused...
...Writing this blog...
...Does it make sence...
...Or...
...It Dont...
...Very confuse...
...Wednesday, 14 October, 2008...
...9:38PM...
at {6:45 AM}
..."The Future Story"...
...Will the day come when this Battle...
...Born of Confusion...
...Will End?...
...It is different things to different people...
...Can the Reality be that which is Hidden?...
....The Reason is mere Existence...
...Still...
...Memories can be Believed...
...Be not Afraid...
...Entrust your Body...
... To The shooting Waves of your Memories...
...By and by...
...Your Fleeting rest will be Over...
...And Everything will Begin...
...Tuesday, October 13, 2008...
...3:55AM...
at {12:48 PM}
..."The Beginning"...
...Each Journey gives Rise...
...to chance Encounters...
...and each Encounter Brings...
...forth a Farewell...
...When a Farewell leads to a journey...
...The Worlds open their hearts...
...Those chosen by the light...
...Or...
...Ensnared by Darkness...
...Friends who Share the Same Bonds...
...Though their Paths may Differ...
...When you Doubt the Path Trod...
...Thus Far...
...When the Hand you held is lost to you...
....Gaze anew at the heart that was...
...For All the Answers Are Within...
...Tuesday, October 14, 2008...
...3:47AM...
at {12:42 PM}
..."Interlude"...
...A Long Dream...
...A sad farewell...
...Hanging in the air...
...What is Reality?...
...What is Illusion?...
...The Path Chosen by the Young Boy...
...Leads to his Memories...
...When Caught in the Stream of...
...The Days and Nights Going Past...
...Gaze answer at your Steps...
...For There all Confusion Will End...
...Tuesday, October 14, 2008...
...3:41 AM...
at {12:33 PM}
..."Life Being a Nobody"...
...You're just a Leftover...
...You're just a Shell...
...You're just a Empty Body...
...You have no heart...
...Nobody doesn't have a Heart...
...Nobody only have Empty's Heart...
...Looking for fill their Hearts...
...Fill with full of Memories...
...Memories that doesn't really exist...
...Nobody...
...It's such a cruel personality...
...But when you're a Nobody...
...Live with it...
...You can't change the reality...
...Nobody their life's are only a tool...
...A tool that can only help others...
...Nobody their life's are only a half...
...Nobody is feeling less...
...But that doesn't meant you're useless...
...Doesn't mean't that you should give up living...
...At least you can save the others...
...but you can't feel anythings...
...When there's Nobody...
...There's Somebody...
...That's how life works with a Nobody...
...I woke up in the middle of the night...
...thinking about all these thought's...
...Is it real? Or Is it i'm just imagining things?...
...Tuesday, October 14, 2008...
...3:17 AM...
at {11:59 AM}
...My nightmare's is coming...
...My Worst nightmare...
...It's going to be the last holiday...
...
)'= ...
...cant see the one i
love...
...cant hug tide the one i
love...
...cant feel the warmness of the one i
love...
...cant touch the one i
love...
...Is it like the poem...
..."
Life Is Just Like A Brief Of Candle"...
...I really hope is not that...
...Two month's...
...It's not two days...
...It's not two weeks...
...It's two month's...
...Thinking about it also makes me
cry...
...I really need some one to give me a
hug...
...Do you know?...
...I need your
hug...
...I need your
love...
...Please...
...
T.T T.T...
...Every time i saw you i just wan to give you a big
hug...
...but when you're busy doing your work...
...it changes my mind...
...because i don't wan to mess your works...
...That's all i wan to tell you...
...
Yuki Tan Yi Wei...
...I Really
Love you alot...
...I Really
Miss you...
...What a nightmare that's i'm going to have...
...I know you also will be the same...
...You're going to
miss me right?...
...and...
...Do you love me as i
love you that much?...
... ^^
Muax I Love you ^^ ...
Monday, October 13, 11:08 PMat {7:41 AM}
...When this week started...
...My heart started to fall apart...
...Day by Day...
...Can't see the one i love...
...It's just like a nightmare...
...At least,i can chat with her through the
Internet...
...That's the only happy stuff that this weeks gonna be...
...I really hate holiday's now...
...Can't feel the warmness of my love one...
...It's so cold every night...
...Every morning...
...Wake up looking out the window...
...Thinking that i can at least see her one time...
...thinking i can hug her...
...Thinking about it
makes me cry...
...How lonely i am this week...
Monday,October 13,(8:31 PM),2008
at {5:20 AM}