...Sorry so long dint write any blogs...
...busy doing something i dunno also...
...Today was a Happy Day...
...Sad Day...
...And...
...Crying Day For me...
...First...
...Happy Thing is that i can go see my lou po zhai again tomorow...
...^^at school^^...
...Really cant wait to go see her...
...and...
...give her a BIG HUGGY...
...^.^...
...Second...
...Sad Thing is that i cant see my lou po zhai today...
...the whole day...
...and...
...Cant chat with her even in msn...
...=(...
...The whole day today i kept wait...
...Waiting for her to online...
...to say everytime i say...
...hi Lou Po Zhai...
...^^Muax^^...
...^^I Love You!!!^^...
...Even i eat...
...Bath...
...Surfing the net...
...EVEN...
...Playing game...
...I kept thinking of her...
...I really missed her...
...Even for a single minute...
...Lost sight of her...
...I also will very very very sad...
...Lastly...
...Crying Thing that is my lou po zhai wan me to study...
...and...
...i told her that my parents had a thought that...
...wanted to send me over to...
...London to study...
...Because...
...Thats the only place i like to go...
...and...
...my Favorite is English...
...Maths...
...Computering...
...This may sound very weird to all you guys who know me...
...I'm going to london studying?!?!...
...It's like imposible...
...='(...
...She kept call me to study study study...
...I know study is important to me...
...To anyone of us...
...No Study...
...No Work...
...No Work?...
...No Money...
...No Money?...
...No Life...
...She asked me kindly...
..."Lou gong zhai"...
..."Can you study hard...???"...
...I said to her...
..."Ok..."...
..."I'll Try my best to study"...
..."But i sure know i'm not going to pass every single subject"...
...Firstly...
...BM(Bahasa Melayu)...
...I sure fail that one...
...Because i suck in Malays...
...I think i'll fail anything thing that make's contact with BM...
...Really wan to cry... she keep asked me to go other country if i like to study at there...
...I say to her that i just wan to be with her...
...I just wan to be with Yuki Tan Yi Wei Every moment...
...I wanted to spend every single moment with her...
...She said to me...
..."Studying is important"...
..."Study finish , then also can spend every single minute with me"...
...But I really just wanted to spend every single moment...
...i don't wan to miss any moment with her...
...Every single New Year,Chinese New Year...
...First-Term Exam...
...Mid-Term Exam...
...Final-Term Exam...
...Christmas...
...And...
...Any others Festival...
..."I Dunno how long will i live"...
..."Dunno that when will i die"...
..."Will i die tomorrow?"...
..."Will i die just After i finish writing this blog?"...
..."I dunno"...
..."You dunno"...
..."We dunno"...
...I just wan to be with you...
...That's all i wan...
...And...
...I wont regret making this Decision...
...=)...
...That's What i wan...

...Sunday, October 19, 2008...
...11.45 PM...